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About Me Member Anime Artist Asaba4716/Male/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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Waves and Reasons

Wed Nov 25, 2009, 6:57 PM
Loneliness...like a wave. The tide is coming in. I know it'll recede after a while, but will rise again in a never ending cycle. I've tried my hand at another kind of existence several times, met with constant spurning, rejection, and defeat. I feel the waves drowning me, tossing me, attempting to rend me asunder. I won't let them. If lonely I am, then lonely I must be. I will make the most of it, I suppose.

I don't really know what to do. I don't know why I'm still in love with the exact same person, even though I feel like they cut me deep. I know that loving her only hurts me more and running away makes me want more, but I can't keep crumbling under weakness. What's the point in wearing a mask and pretending I'm satisfied with a life that causes me to suffer from longing and discontent? I am no longer able to live a lie...I can only try to find a cure for love, the least lethal, but most devastating scourge I have yet to encounter....

  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: Nothing
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing

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  • Current Residence: Somewhere
  • Interests: Shojo anime and Manga, drawing, cooking
  • Favourite movie: Not sure...
  • Favourite band or musician: Daft Punk
  • Favourite genre of music: Gospel and Techno
  • Favourite artist: Akira Toriyama
  • Favourite poet or writer: Stephanie Meyer
  • MP3 player of choice: My Cell Phone
  • Favourite game: Devil May Cry 3 Special Edition or Castlevania Series
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2 and DS
  • Favourite cartoon character: Hideaki Asaba
  • Personal Quote: LET YOUR PASSION FOR THE PEN BURN BRIGHT FOR ALL THE UNIVERSE TO SEE!! CIAO-DO-RAN!!
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencils, Pens, and anyting I can use to color!!

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Comments


:iconnikitt11:
Thanks for the watch!
I really appreciate it :iconhappyskipplz:

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Sorry I'm not good at English :D
:iconmax702:
thx for the faves and deviant watch :)
:iconhandmc-shinji:
yo.
don't try checking my page.
i haven't updated my Deviant for almost a year.just making sure i see what stuff you post up though.
:iconellamartinez:
thanks for the fav on "a wonderful guy"

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*Emotional Ella*
:iconasaba47:
No prob! Me likey!
:iconellamartinez:
haha thanks! :)

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*Emotional Ella*
:iconthe-kat:
You've been hacked, you should change your password. D:

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:iconasaba47:
How do you know I've been hacked?
:iconthe-kat:
Because you'd been posting those spam messages on other people's pages

On DA a spam virus has been going around. Don't click any links that people post on your page. More than likely they're part of the scam.

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:iconellamartinez:
SEE WHO YOUR SECRET LOVE IS FOR VALENTINES. I JUST FOUND OUT MINE.

CLICK HERE TO FIND YOURS

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*Emotional Ella*

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